SWG Tales

I am going to cut myself from all Role Playing from now on because all I have done is box myself in a corner. I am a wrighter who is use to having plots go the way he leads them and turns the way he feels them to.

I know this is not a shock to anyone and to be honost I doubt anyone cares because all in all I am very self centered in rp and want things to go how I feel like. Sience I do not like people telling me how I should do this or that when really it is not that bad I have decided to stop it now.

If my guild chooses to kick me because of this then I will let them but I can not stand role playing anymore when all I want to do is argue or have things go my way which sounds very childish and so I am stopping my issues now by saying I had fun while it lasted but I have no one to blame but myself and now I have to deal with it. I will also be leaving the SWG tales boards because now my use here has diminished and I have caused too much trouble for the leaders.

If you see me in a star port just ignore me because all it will do is make me want to come back. For those of you who want to keep in touch just send a tell but otherwise leave me be because now is my time to feel sorry for myself and act childish by myself.

I am sorry Alonzo for flaming you but I am just not use to being told how to do things in this situation and now I am going to just take my childishness to my books where it is sapose to be.

Again I am sorry to you all but I have caused too much BS for you to handle and my poast's have no real meaning. I am just sick of role playing and being expected to act a certain way so now I am taking the cowards way out and leaving it 70% because there is a 30% chance I will calm down and come back but unless that happens between now and my vacation then I am saying good by RP world. I had fun but it is time for me to move on and stop living a fantasy where I am th main charecter.

Jaminos

Jaminos wrote:I am going to cut myself from all Role Playing from now on because all I have done is box myself in a corner. I am a wrighter who is use to having plots go the way he leads them and turns the way he feels them to.

I know this is not a shock to anyone and to be honost I doubt anyone cares because all in all I am very self centered in rp and want things to go how I feel like. Sience I do not like people telling me how I should do this or that when really it is not that bad I have decided to stop it now.

If my guild chooses to kick me because of this then I will let them but I can not stand role playing anymore when all I want to do is argue or have things go my way which sounds very childish and so I am stopping my issues now by saying I had fun while it lasted but I have no one to blame but myself and now I have to deal with it. I will also be leaving the SWG tales boards because now my use here has diminished and I have caused too much trouble for the leaders.

If you see me in a star port just ignore me because all it will do is make me want to come back. For those of you who want to keep in touch just send a tell but otherwise leave me be because now is my time to feel sorry for myself and act childish by myself.

I am sorry Alonzo for flaming you but I am just not use to being told how to do things in this situation and now I am going to just take my childishness to my books where it is sapose to be.

Again I am sorry to you all but I have caused too much BS for you to handle and my poast's have no real meaning. I am just sick of role playing and being expected to act a certain way so now I am taking the cowards way out and leaving it 70% because there is a 30% chance I will calm down and come back but unless that happens between now and my vacation then I am saying good by RP world. I had fun but it is time for me to move on and stop living a fantasy where I am th main charecter.

Jaminos

JJ,

As someone thats played roleplaying games, pen/paper to LARP's to MMORG's, for over 20 years I wanted to tell you that you don't have to apologeize for what you enjoy. I have played with plenty of folks in games that prefer to be at the center of the action but also with folks who
prefer support roles, or basically something other then the main character. What you like doesn't make you a bad guy JJ its pretty normal I think. If you have a vision of your character's story then you should keep it. You might find a great outlet in writing scenarios that don't have to include other pc's if you are worried about stepping on toes. Enjoy yer camping trip and I hope you come back feeling refreshed and don't let something that should be fun for you, like roleplaying/SWG ever be a negative.


Zzzzzz

www.kreetles.com

Well after sleeping on it and listening to some people who I have talked little or never to before made alot of sense to me in the end. I will stay but I am going to let my vacation soak up before I am back. Till then I need some time away. Someone made a very good point when they sent me a pm. There has been alot of flameing going around this forum but not just I. I am not going to let anyone tell me how to rp I will accpet friendly advice but on that same note I will never accept any hostile advice and be told that how I do this is wrong and have do it this way or your a social outcast.

Between now and then I only ask for my flaming remarks to be put aside and just go on. I was mad and it was my fault but I am not dwelling on it anymore.

I will see you guys in 7 days but in about an hour of this post I will be hitting the road.

I am locking this thread. I am tired of watching people put forth a genuine effort to answer these posts from someone who was supposedly leaving yesterday for vacation. The same guy that logged 20 hours in Jedi knights on xfire while in Japan. The same guy who tells me I am talking to Jaminos' cousin on xfire while misspelling the exact same words the exact same way.

Jaminos PM'd me last night after he outright attacked someone on this forum and asked me to be modded. The fact remains I was up til 3am deciding how to attempt to fairly moderate a handful of things on this board, including Jaminos' post.

If it wasn't for all the people who belong here that are serving our country and are writing to us, I probably would just make a rule that we can't post about our personal lives anymore. But I won't do that, because I'd still like to hear from them. So I am left to be the bad guy when I think things are getting out of hand.

This is a case where I feel access to the community has been abused and so I wrote this to explain why in order to avoid getting 100 PM's.

Jabe